When the signal fails during the advertisement break, who will be screaming: the children in the middle of getting their fix of consumer messages; the shoppers finding out what they can buy on their next mall run; the drivers being tempted by vehicles with more power, more safety and more sexiness; the television sales executives placing advertisers’ messages where they will be absorbed by the maximum number of people; the advertisers creating the adverts that sell product and dreams for their clients; the companies that produce the goods and services that make them money; the system that needs the children, the shoppers, the drivers, the sales executives, the advertisers and the companies to all play their part so that the economic machine can keep on turning?
While we perambulate variety, we walk but as so many Ghosts or Shadows in it, that itself being but the Umbrage of the Unity.
We are consequence of our own actions, our own egos needing to please itself and others, we seek friendship because we are told this is what we have to become to forfull to participate in this system.
We always realised a truth when we were just a cell of ouselfs, it become conflict when that cell door was open and we let people into our world, we did not label ourselves anarchist or urban explorers we took those labels given to us to please others, yes of course please our own egos.
We are not a part of the concentric circles of bullshit that is Sheffield, people delude themselves there is a community a scene, all you have become a part of is the system, it like to feed us the delusion of friendship.
So you are on Facebook and you have x number of friends, are they your friends, you are part of a urban exploration community or forum and you have x number of friends, it goes on, look this might sound harsh a little cynical, perhaps irrational anger might be your thought when reading this?
It is neither but an understanding we are a consequence of our own actions, we played the game but the players did not like how we decided to interact, they failed to understand not only us but themselves, if you think being on facebook a urban exploration forum, that buying yourself that t shirt makes you a participant of a community, it express your individuality, no it don’t it just says you have become another participant of the game you might like to delude yourself is act of rebellion but the system likes us to believe we have freedom, just ask yourself if you can make the system scream, but who will here yours when you awake from your self imposed nightmare and realise it was all a lie.
Underclassrising played the game for a short while, but soon become board of the concentric circles of bullshit, we always realised a truth of ourselves those we seek friendship and approval from it is nothing more than a massage of the ego, in this respect we become just more victims of this society, the lies and bullshit some people fed us, did you not realise we was just players, that we have conversation about our actions the consequence of them.
It is time to reduce ourself back to just a cell of ourselves, this means we do not become a part of the bullshit, involved in the conflict of the ego (read Eric Fromm the ego and its own) when we become free of ego we act for ourselves we become free of the labels, and no it is not because I is black, if you desire to impose victim status upon yourself then do so, however please do respect there is no desire to impose victim status upon ourself, neither do we desire to be players in your concentric circles of bullshit.
